[ Featuring Tvezo ]
Uh-huh aye this beat sound like we made it
And lately life been straight
There's some stuff about me that I've been ignoring for a long time I'm afraid that lately girl I ain't okay
Driving on the back road it's dark but I hate traffic gotta follow my directions
I hate this way we live but I gotta keep my Smith&Western
I got so much faith in Jesus so I don't really need my weapon
But we really in the city if they up then I'm on a stretcher
Broski telling me to think and saying I gotta do better
I'm falling back to juice I would turn back if I was you
And I'm hiding everything I do tryna be a good influence
Visions of me zipping him up for good knowing I ain't gone do it
I gotta zone back and I'm really tripping I can't be that stupid
I wear stars on my pants mama say imma star up in the making
Can't do no new friends I trust no one man all y'all faking
Wear my jewelry in the room I am the light man don't be hating
No motivation right now when I blow up they all gone chase it
Wonder if it's just a lost dream wonder if this a start
Wonder if they tell me all lies if they do it'll tear me apart
Wonder why I'm not good enough baby can you fix my heart
These conversations I love the distant love is not smart
When I get up in my thoughts feel this gotta change
Can't wait to get on that stage break down when they say my name
I then walked through hell yeah I didn't feel that flame
God ain't let me stay there told me he had a plan
I lie and say I'm well yeah but really been going through pain
Been seeing death like every day only sipping this drank so I won't go insane
Foenem mama think that I'm a snake cause the way he went out I just couldn't explain
I did everything I really could gotta go through the trauma but I get the blame
I swear that I've been trying to fix it but it never work I don't know what to do
Tell me how would you feel that you hurt that he died but the family wish it was you
Suicide popping up in my thoughts put the gun to my head but I just couldn't shoot
Man I really done been through a lot when she ask bout my past I just start to go mute
Sometimes I hate my past I really thought I wasn't gonna make it out
But when I start to think about it man I'm glad I really made a way
Niggas always in my business keep my distance I don't do no back and forth go band for band how much you made today
In the black with like two Dracos and a switch
I don't even really got no time to play with life so don't get made a day
I ain't got no time to try to find no wife I fell in love with putting buttons on these pipes feel like I made a bae
And lately life been straight
There's some stuff about me that I've been ignoring for a long time I'm afraid that lately girl I ain't okay
Driving on the back road it's dark but I hate traffic gotta follow my directions
I hate this way we live but I gotta keep my Smith&Western
I got so much faith in Jesus so I don't really need my weapon
But we really in the city if they up then I'm on a stretcher
Broski telling me to think and saying I gotta do better
