Demise - For Forever Lyrics

Knew it for forever it would never end well
You weren't coming back and I figured that out
Bottle in my hand I can drown myself
Razor tore my skin but no pain was felt
Remember how you put me through all that hell
You know I've been crying it aint hard to tell
Me without you I'm just a f*cking shell
And now that you're gone I wish that I could drown
You got my hopes up and I'm full of doubt
See it in my face I just wear a frown
Always stuck at home I can't leave this town
If you see me I won't speak please don't come around
I'd rather be alone you all fake as hell
It hurts me to the bone but I won't tell
I wish I would've known that you'd leave me now
And if I did I'd go fore you tore me down
I've been on my own with these thoughts of you
We was in the coupe when you brought the news
I just keep on thinking imma tie the noose
I cannot bear to live when I'm missing you
Knew it for forever it would never end well
You weren't coming back and I figured that out
Bottle in my hand I can drown myself
Razor tore my skin but no pain was felt
Remember how you said only time would tell
But now im in my head and I think outloud
My heart is filled with dread but maybe somehow
You would come back and wed figure it out
I found out you were dead I just fell to the ground
Surrounded by my blood hoping this don't fail
Bury me beside her six feet straight down
We will be together burning in our hell