Demise - Hard to Love Lyrics

I am hard to love
It's impossible
Waiting by the phone
Never coming home
Do you remember?
I can't forget
The times you betrayed me
I can't be your baby
You forced me to hide
You shut down my life
My friends think I died
I did but on the inside
My minds a domain
Surrounded by pain
Razor to vein
I'm going insane
I still feel the pain
Its stuck in my brain
But I won't display
My face stays the same
I'm stuck in my ways
To survive the days
I sleep and I twist
The tears I resist
I only exist
Staying so somber
If I die from this
Please don't be bothered
I am hard to love
It's impossible
Waiting by the phone
Never coming home
I'm lonely, heartbroken
Misleaded I'm toking
Can't feel it so hopeless
Im worthless I know it
Im dying inside
These feelings I hide
They won't change the tide
Or give back the times
Just take me back
My heart is black
I fell in love and
It wouldn't last
Remember the days
When you called me babe
Now you are a name
That I can't forget
Stuck in my head
Like sickness instead
Laid in my bed
Do you remember?
That day in December?
When you say you loved me
I'm falling like timber
Do you remember?
F*ck
If you wanna leave just go, it's whatever though