Help Me Down Video (MV)

And here I am
Sitting on my bed with this pistol loaded
Put to my head and blow it
Slow it, down, my feelings never showing
In the ground, my heart is decomposing
Help me down
Help me
Help me down
Help me
Help me down
Help me
Help me down
Help me
Help me down, before I fall
And hit the ground
I might not talk
But I'll make a sound
A quiet whimper
I miss my life when
Things were simpler
I miss the times
When I could kiss her
I tried to guard
But I'm the prisoner
Locked me down
Yet I f*cking miss her
Broke my heart and
My feelings fissured
I could
I might drown
I could
I might drown
I could
I might drown
I could
I might drown
The waters too deep
And the tide is out
I'm losing my feet
And my head is down
If I could just sleep
I would face the frown
What do you mean
Im the reason now
You don't have to leave
I'm just freaking out
The one thing I need
Is your hands and eyes
Look through my soul
With your hands in mine
It might take a toll
But the light is bright
I think it's the time
Yeah the feelings right
Just a single kiss
It'll end tonight
Lips to my lips
Grab my wrist and slice
Blood on the walls
Another shitty night
Another sad song about wanting to die
I could have it all and yet I wouldn't fight
To stay alive, say goodbye and let me die tonight