I don't wanna see myself in the mirror
I don't wanna see my friends alive in this world
Walking down the street in a tall dark sweater
Trying to pretend that we are more than the weather
We cannot compromise what we cannot see
What if I never see if there's a future for me?
Or any of us, really
Didn't think we'd make it this far
Thought we'd pissed it all away
And just f*cked everything we cared away
But here we are
Lying on the floor
Didn't think we'd make it out the door
We thought we'd f*cked it all up
Didn't think I'd make it this far
Don't wanna see you out here feeding off it
Imagine that you never knew yourself for shit
Talking past it all for your own dark image
Trying to convince us that we cannot seek repentance
We mustn't let this system kill us from the inside out
Let's burn this f*cking shit down and move on without a doubt
And we'll have ours too
Didn't think we'd make it this far
Thought we'd pissed it all away
And just f*cked everything we cared away
But here we are
Lying on the floor
Didn't think we'd make it out the door
We thought we'd f*cked it all up
Didn't think I'd make it this far
I'm so happy I made it this far