I'm done living a life of regrets
I'm f*cked up but I ain't f*cking dead yet
You'll never again have control of this body
I claim it as my own and I'll learn to love it
It's the same shit over over again
But this time I know the ins and outs
Tore down that ugly wallpaper and replaced it with a void
I'll never patch it up but I'll find a way anyhow
Turn your back and f*cking walk away
It's the same shit but a different day
I'll burn an idol of you and melt the wax to the bone
My ride's too f*cked up
And I wanna go home
I killed the previous occupant of this body
And replaced his soul with a laminated picture she drew
I'll grow a pair of tits if it f*cking kills me
I sewed my regrets into the place where my womb should be
I'll reshape myself in her own image
If it tears me apart
Take my f*cking body
Take my f*cking heart
Give me the strength to smash his portrait and weep
Upon an altar apart
A past that I'll tear apart