DeMoni Cade - SICK! Lyrics

I think I may finally break I've lost mind
And I don't mean to scare the people who I let inside
But now
Things are just too loud and I find myself screaming, just to let it all out
I step backwards
I can't look ahead
Because in these visions of the future I only see myself dead
And even when I'm still alive I'm still stuck in the bed
I'm just trying to find the ways that I can pick up my head

Can you hear me
I'm screaming out
All these thoughts are just a bit too loud
I fall apart when I,
Forget my name
All these days blend
It starts to feel the same

I'm sick, maybe I should finally call the doctor
But my health insurance doesn't cover broken brains
What a bummer
Guess I'll just stick to the pot
Since right now it's the only thing that can control these thoughts in my head
Thoughts that I'm better off dead
Thoughts that I should just kill myself instead
Either way, sometimes my eyes get pretty heavy
Feel like I'm slipping away
Wondering when they'll finally let me go

Can you hear me
I'm screaming out
All these thoughts are just a bit too loud
I fall apart when I,
Forget my name
All these days blend
It starts to feel the same

Thi-thi-This clock is ticking
It's only the beginning
Wanna give it all up
I guess that's my admission

Thi-thi-This clock is ticking
It's only the beginning
Wanna give it all up
I guess that's my admission