Stuck Video (MV)

Every f*cking week, everything feels like a cycle
School and mental health making me feel like a psycho
Please just get away, I don't even f*cking like you
God I'm feeling bi like a motherf*cking cycle
But I know you won't hear that, you never hear me when I'm angry
Cause when I spit my feelings, suddenly I'm just a monster
And I know that if I say this, I'll just always be embarrassed
I'm not doing it for attention, I'm just doing it for awareness
And I guess that nothing ever seems to faze you
Even when the middle men compare you
Every time you come around I stare at you
But I can't complain, you were always such a fair view
Fair view like a mirror
God like young apollo
Hardest act to witness
And a tougher act to follow
When I fall in love it's like lightning in a bottle
I know I'm kind of crazy and I really, really hate it
I have a lot of fans but does that really mean I made it?
I'm never really happy and I'm never really sad
I'm not ever under pressure, but I'm never really glad
I'm just stuck
I'm stuck inside my head
I'm really, really sorry if I left you on read
I'm heavy in my feelings and I'm struggling with depression and so music's my Obsession when I need to be alone I'm just stuck
I'm stuck inside my head
The demon's catching up, so I can't just go to bed
My life is always almost over and it's hanging by a thread
So just please f*cking forgive me if it's anyhting I said, oh