Dempsey days - after you Lyrics

I can live on this earth
Without you and move on
But what would it cost
Two years of our friendship just gone
I'm jumping on lili pads like a frog in a pond
Girl to girl i can never find a new bond
It kinda hurts when people bring you up
But the past is the past
And the worlds gotten bigger since i last texted you
So im sorry for all my issues
I looked at my values and saw my virtues
I'm traveling to seattle -to hopefully see my nephew
Hang by the trees and rivers to find my rescue
I still think about you like an angel i once knew
My mom tells me i should move on
Find myself a new girl to care for
Open myself up a new door
But i don't want these whores
I thought harley was a good score
But she was broken on the floor
I thought about you all those nights
I wanted to text you but was afraid of a fight
I knew you better then a lot of people
And i think you knew that
I don't hate you for the shit that you did
I just hate that you did it knowing that i loved you
I made mistakes too- i told her i was done-came back running like she was nun
I begged and begged over text but it felt kinda complexed
I asked for the call- i never got it-it's deserved i was at my worst
To everyone out there- love yourself first
You can love someone at they worst
And still get yourself hurt