[ Featuring Soundmindbeats ]
(VERSE 1)
How could you just leave me
How could you just disappear
I thought you could see me
Cfter all the years and years
Maybe I'm just dreaming
Maybe I just live in fear
I'm not even breathing
I've been shedding endless tears
Karma always comes back around
Cnd remember don't forget
You were never innocent
You're full of shit so don't pretend
You're not even human if you fall asleep with no regrets
Girl you broke my heart
You left me scarred and now I'm so depressed
Listen this is bad as it gets
I've been so sad and so stressed
I had a knife to my neck
My mental state is a mess
You put a hole in my chest
You just moved onto the next
Now I just call you my ex
But back then you were the best
We made empty memories
No lookin' back now f*ck em' all
There's no good inside you
Not an ounce of it
No none at all
I wish that I never met you
F*ck you
You took everything
Now I'll never trust again
I'm worthless I'm not anything
(VERSE 2)
I hope That you get what you deserve
I hope someone takes your happiness away
Cnd makes you understand my pain
So you and me could feel the same
Insecure and so afraid
Suicidal and ashamed
Like something's gotta change
I'm done with relationships
Cuz' this one made me hate you bitch
You got me good you fake css shit
You told me lies and that was it
Controlled my mind with every kiss
You chose a side you chose to switch
You gave up on me
You just quit
I thought we were a perfect fit
It's so hard to start over
You ruined how I see myself
Now I second guess if it's even okay to be myself
It's so hard to start over
I don't know how to free myself
I can't find the answers
So instead i just conceal myself
Time heals all as long as you move along with it
But I can't recover
I'm stuck in the past and gone within
It is what it is
I guess what's meant to be will be
You tore me to pieces
Why would you do that to me?
