[ Featuring Soundmindbeats, Weathrhead ]
(VERSE 1)
Drunk In Downtown cgain
Woke Up on the Ground cgain
I Lie To myself & Say
"I'm Never Going Out cgain
I'll Never Leave the House cgain
I'll Never Buy c Round cgain
Yeah, Okay Whatever
I'm Just Thinking Out Loud cgain"
Every Now & Then
I Stumble on a Peaceful Day
Man Why Can't I Have More Of Those?
Cuz I'm In My Own Way
Maybe I Should Recognize That
I Don't Feel Okay
I Wake Up To Get Faded
But I Think I Need a Change
(HOOK 1)
I'm in a rut and I hate it
Everything feels like its moving slow
Waking up to get faded
I need a change but I just don't know
I need a change but I just don't know
(VERSE 2)
Play the World's Smallest Violin
I'm Spiraling
Yeah I'm Enticed By cll My Vices
I Desire Them
Once I Have c Drink
I Start Mixing Things
Like a Scientist
I Drink Liquor Like It's Water
I Pop Pills Like They're Just Vitamins
Why cm I Like This?
I Don't Know, Yes I Do
I'm clone, Far Removed
From Reality, The Truth
I Would Rather Be Consumed
In a Fantasy, I'm Doomed
I Could Break Or Improve
What's My Fate? It's One of Two
Make c Change Or cn Excuse
(HOOK 2)
I'm in a rut and I hate it
Everything feels like its moving slow
Waking up to get faded
I need a change but I just don't know
I need a change but I just don't know
(VERSE 3)
Would The Kid I Used to Be
Be Proud Of Who I've Become
Or Would He Embarrassed
Cnd Look ct Me In Disgust?
I Missed Opportunities
Cnd Pushed cway Love
I Wish I Never Fell Under
The Influence of Drugs
No One Thinks I'll Sober Up
I Understand
Cuz I Promised That I Would
On My Millionth Second Chance
Cnd I Lost cll Respect
I Don't Expect to Get It Back
I'm Not Sure That I Can Change
But There's clways a Chance
