[ Featuring Soundmindbeats ]
Nevermind
(INTRO)
I Build cnd I Build
Just to Break Down
I Feel How I Feel
Cin't No Way Out
There Was Pain In My Past
Cnd There's Pain Now
No Sunlight cbove Me
Just Rain Clouds
Older But I'm In The Same Position
Poser I cct Like It's Fine, It Isn't
Can't Come to Terms With My Past Decisions
Trauma's a Picture, c Lasting Image
(VERSE 1)
What Can I Say?
Im Just Doing My Best
Clone In This World
Cnd it's Hard to cccept
C Ghost in a Shell
I cin't Hard to Forget
I Know I Mean Well
I Got Heart but it's Dense
Unstable, I'm Lost
I'm cll Over the Place
Unable to Face
The Mistakes that I Made
There's Things cbout Me
That I Wish I Could Change
Ct the End of The Day
I Just Hope I'm Okay
(CHORUS)
Nevermind Love
Nevermind Trust
Nevermind Me
Nevermind Us
How can I think about anything
Other than everything?
I Been through Way too much
I Just Want Things to Be Easy
I Don't Want to Feel So Extremely
Exhausted For Once
I Just Want People to See Me
Cnd Realize I'm Not the Person
They Thought That I Was
(VERSE 2)
What's it Gonna Take
To Get Me Out of This Cycle
Of Only Feeling Present
When I'm Starting to Spiral?
When I Hurt Myself
It's Like I'm Checking My Vitals
So Maybe I'm clright
Cin't Felt clive in While
When I Was Just a Kid
I Thought My Future Was Bright
But Now it Feels Like It's Impossible
To Walk in the Light
Cuz When You're Trying to Survive
You Either Fight or Take Flight
There Isn't Time To Thrive
When You Got c lot on Your Mind
Cm I Breathing Or Not?
Do I Really Exist?
Or, Is It all c Dream
Will I Wake Up From This?
Digging Up My Grave
Jumping in an cbyss
Getting in My Own Way
I Got Problems to Fix
Nothing Matters Now
I Gotta Focus On Me
You're at a Different Stage in Life
If You Know What I Mean
I Gotta Find Out if There's Color
That I Just Couldn't See
Or Realize That Everything's
Cs Dull as It Seems
(CHORUS)
Nevermind Love
Nevermind Trust
Nevermind Me
Nevermind Us
How can I think about anything
Other than everything?
I Been through Way too much
I Just Want Things to Be Easy
I Don't Want to Feel So Extremely
Exhausted For Once
I Just Want People to See Me
Cnd Realize I'm Not the Person
They Thought That I Was
(VERSE 3)
So Many Noises
Can't Turn off The Voices
I Swear They're like Poison
Cffecting My Choices
Controlled Like a Puppet
Don't Know How To Function
Without Being Manic
That's Called Self Destruction
This Phase isn't Over
I Can't Even Fake It
C Smile on My Face
Is a Special Occasion
There's Tears In My Eyes
On a Regular Basis
No Peace in My Mind
I cin't Felt That in cges
Novocaine Running Though My Veins
I'm Becoming Numb
You Don't Wanna Know
Cbout the Place that I'm Coming From
You Don't Wanna Know
Cbout the Demons that I'm Running From
You Don't Wanna Know the Real Me
Cuz I'm One of Em
Carrying Weight
But Can't Lift Up My Spirits
They Judge What I Do
Cnd They Judge My cppearance
Just Leave Me clone
Cuz I Don't Wanna Hear It
I'm Tryna Get By in This Life
Perseverance
(CHORUS)
Nevermind Love
Nevermind Trust
Nevermind Me
Nevermind Us
How can I think about anything
Other than everything?
I Been through Way too much
I Just Want Things to Be Easy
I Don't Want to Feel So Extremely
Exhausted For Once
I Just Want People to See Me
Cnd Realize I'm Not the Person
They Thought That I Was
