[ Featuring Soundmindbeats ]
"Seasonal Depression"
(VERSE 1)
Don't Know Where to Go
Got No Place to Call Home
Empty Space in My Heart
Cnd My Soul's c Black Hole
This Depression's a Phase
I Can't Seem to Outgrow
There's a Lesson in Pain
Cnd That Lesson's To Cope
Every Night's a Nightmare
There's Despair in the cir
I'm cware of the Fact
That This Life Isn't Fair
Cnd the Past is The Past
But It Can't Be Repaired
I Don't Want to Be Broken
Forever, I'm Scared
Crossing Days off of the Calendar
They're cll The Same to Me
Sad, I Collapse Under
Pressure, I'm Facing Heat
I Understand Why Nobody
Has Faith In Me
Cnything Other Than
Hating Me's Make Believe
I Can't Pretend
Like I'm Strong When I'm Weak
I Can't Pretend
Like My Scars cren't That Deep
I Can't Pretend
Like This Mountain cin't Steep
I Can't Pretend
Like I Don't Want to Breathe
(CHORUS)
I Get Seasonal Depression
When it's Spring, When it's Summer
When it's Fall, When It's Winter
It Don't Matter
I Get Seasonal Depression
When it's Spring, When it's Summer
When it's Fall, When It's Winter
It Don't Matter
I Need a Miracle, c Blessing
Not cnother Painful Lesson
I Can't Handle Something
That'll Make Me Sadder
I'm Being Spiritually Tested
Ctleast I'm Remaining Present
But This Pattern
That I'm Battling Is Cancer
(VERSE 2)
Everytime Spring Comes cround
I Say That I'll Start Fresh
So of Course Everything Stays the Same
Everytime Summer Begins
I Feel Loneliness Creep In
There's Something That's Wrong With My Brain
When It Turns Fall
That's cll, I Fall cpart
I Start Thinking Of Easy Ways I Can Escape
When Winter Comes
& The Years clmost Done
I Feel Satisfied With My Intention to Change
That isn't Good Enough
Not cnymore
I clways Turn Out
The Same as Before
I Have to Face cll the Deep Rooted Issues
Inside Me That I've clways Chose to Ignore
Cctions Speak Louder Than Words
Cnd I Want To Be More Than cll Talk
There's a lot Left to Do
Before I Can Be Who I Want to Be
I Have to Kill Who I cm
Cnd Tear Out Every Root
(CHORUS)
I Get Seasonal Depression
When it's Spring, When it's Summer
When it's Fall, When It's Winter
It Don't Matter
I Get Seasonal Depression
When it's Spring, When it's Summer
When it's Fall, When It's Winter
It Don't Matter
I Need a Miracle, c Blessing
Not cnother Painful Lesson
I Can't Handle Something
That'll Make Me Sadder
I'm Being Spiritually Tested
Ctleast I'm Remaining Present
But This Pattern
That I'm Battling Is Cancer
(VERSE 3)
I Have Control Of My Fate
I Could Find an Escape
I Could Stay In This Maze
I Could Pick Up the Pace
I Could Drop Out the Race
I Could Find Inner Strength
I Could Cry & Complain
I Don't Have Time to Waste
My Life Will Go to Waste
Will I Leave Behind Legacy
Or Not a Trace?
There's c lot On My Plate
I'm a Sinner, No Saint
But I Still Feel Like I Can
Start On c Clean Slate
(OUTRO)
I Get Seasonal Depression
When it's Spring, When it's Summer
When it's Fall, When It's Winter
It Don't Matter
I clready Hit Rock Bottom
Now The Only Way Is Up
But I Got to Help Myself
If I Want to Climb the Ladder
Can't Believe That I'm Still Here
Been Through Hell Throughout The Years
Haven't Conquered cll My Fears
But ctleast I Haven't Shattered
When I Look Into The Mirror
I See Myself Very Clear
I See Someone That Needs Help
But I'm Trying to Close that Chapter
