Nobody Else Video (MV)

I think it started when you told me I might be a father
I can't take care of myself so never mind a daughter
Feeling like my papa acting like a alcoholic
Way that I was drinking all that Henny you would think its water
I had the pretty girl in front of me I always wanted
Now that I got her I'm acting like I don't even want her
Admit I'm guilty of breaking your heart I'll take my charges
Knew I was wrong still you forgave me and that's what hit the hardest
Than what I do, still f*ck it up cause I ain't shit regardless
Was more concerned about what other chicks was on the market
Expressed you loved me for my drive now you want me to park it
Besides I can't afford no junior with these empty pockets
I told myself that I should change and be a better man
All them nights I said I'd make it and was never there
I know that had to be embarrassing, how could I care
The countless times I took for granted what we used to share
Can't change the fact that you were there when I needed
I owe you that at least I know my actions seem deceiving
And you still cross my mind at times I chill and I get weeded
Thinking bout our family if I just told you to keep it
Them nights you'd lay inside my bed and told me all your secrets
Rub my chest my fingers running through your hair while you were dreaming
Forget them pictures in my phone when I was cheating
Forget an explanation, I ain't have a reason
Damn, I feel I I still don't have that paper for you
I feel there's things I still gotta go and make up for you
One of the realest I can't even come and take that from you
To be a hunnit guess I'm not who God created for you
And it's sucks to be that nigga
That has to forget the girl that he always should remember
Treating all these women how I say don't treat my sisters
A hypocrite of course I guess that's me being a nigga
I used to kiss you on your forehead
And break you off with proper sex every night before bed
You know I was a dog and I ain't have to walk on four legs
Spent that money for the abortion now I need more bread
Plus I won't be surprised if you hate me deeply
Cause I took you for a ride and I ain't make it easy
I'm writing bout you and you probably haven't heard my cd
Feel like if I don't get on tv you might never see me