Long time ago, I 've been crawling in mud
I 've been screaming, did you hear it
While your felt sure in your dreamhouse world
I was bleeding, did you see me
Even the worse couldn't hurt us at all
You were preaching, or just dreaming
Behind closed doors nothing matters or costs
I was knocking, did you lock me
But I can see myself turning into a grey cloud
Above your home, above your soul
And all your words are drained, praying for my pain
Now I' ll drag your hope
I' ll drag your soul
Feeling so small, a big fish in a bowl
I was drifting, did you drown me
While you felt pure like old sheets in a drawer
I was burning, did you see me
Feeding the curse, I just wish you all hell
Now I 'm leaving, or just breathing
Behind the cross two black wings I have grown
I 'm escaping, or just faking