Suicide Mantra Video (MV)

I can't escape from what is said
Played in a loop within my head
Some part of me wants to see me dead

You will ask me about my day
You will ask me if I'm okay
I'll say yes because it's the easy thing to say

Never asking for advice
Maybe it's my inherent vice
That makes me put on his fake grin and act nice

But what do I do when there's no one else
Where do I go when I'm in that hell
And my only mantra tells me to kill myself