Deondre Anson - Silver Lining Lyrics

I been feeling everything
Let me start by saying I'm sorry
Clinging on to anything you say
Let your words cop bodies
In my brain, In my brain
Never knew that I would be the reason for
Never finding someone who would stay the course
Cause I'm always the one willing to fight a war
Just not ever the war that's me
Pray for me I'm falling from a heaven
I need words of affirmation for the tension
Running from truth, avoiding a lesson
I'm just scared this might be World War III
I wanna love you, I know that hurts
You done seen some shit you don't deserve
I wanna love you, like you deserve
Which means I gotta learn to love me first
So call me selfish, selfish for you
No I mean selfish, selfish for me
Here's the silver lining
When all this is said and done
We could be closer than we ever were before
Here's the silver lining
When all this is said and done
We'd be free, a connection both of us adore
The world is testing my patience
Like I ain't prove myself already
Don't want to say it but god it's hard to believe there's any
I got this craving for a-
A change of energy, retrograding my empathy
Tarot stating what's meant for me
Here's the silver lining
When all this is said and done
We could be closer than we ever were before
Here's the silver lining
When all this is said and done
We'd be free, a connection both of us adore
We could be closer than we ever were before
We'd be free, a connection both of us adore
Be closer than we ever were before
We'd be free, a connection better than before