Deonne - Bury The Heart Lyrics

How can I accept your apologies
When there's nothing there for me to forgive
It doesn't matter how much I want to,
I can't blame you for things you never did
Guess I was stupid when I thought
Things would be different cause they're not
Yeah, my nineteen is showing
Never meant to put it on full display
I'll bury my heart
And bury my feelings
Bite my knuckles till they're bleeding
But I'll never bite my tongue
Yeah when will I learn?
To tell my mind to stop itself from reaching
And beg forgiveness in return
Think I'm going crazy
Maybe I'm out of my mind
Maybe that could be true
If you weren't out with your
Friends every night
And who would I be
Without you there to set me straight
Thinking you can play me for a fool
But I'm not new to the game
Your self-centeredness is showing
So tell me what to do to keep this
All from blowing up in my face
I'll bury my heart
And bury my feelings
Bite my knuckles till they're bleeding
But I'll never bite my tongue
Yeah when will I learn?
To tell my mind to stop itself from reaching
And beg forgiveness in return
Guess it's all just in my head
But your actions don't match your words
You tell me that it's not like that
Then why were you with her
So now you tell me to calm down
And tell me I'm being immature
But maybe that's on you
Maybe you're just the f*cking worst
I'll bury my heart
And bury all my feelings for you too while I'm at it,
And I'll never bite my tongue again
When will I learn
That I should trust my intuition
Instead of taking you for your word
When will I learn
When will I learn
Maybe when I'm six feet under
Where no one can hear a word