Depressed Specter - Tombstone Lyrics

Someone told me Jesus loves me And I asked them why
Crazy my friend Tombstone was The first of us to die
I shouldn't have seen you last Weekend
I woke suicidal in the morning Again
Truth is the truth never was
It's been days since I last saw the Sun
I think of that trip we took often
Shopping through trees for one'll Be my coffin

I want my tombstone to glow
Want it to say something
Like he had to go

I can't tell you why
I want to die
But you know
I'll miss all of you if I go
But what would people say if They know
That I picked out my own Tombstone
Tombstone
Tombstone

Last night I drank so much I Slept in the rain
And you were on my mind too Much today
I had a tight grip but I can feel it Soften
Anxiety is worse so I stopped Drinking coffee
Getting out of bed is the hardest Thing to do
It used to be different when I'd Wake up next to you
Tombstone was first and who Will be next
I can feel death breathing down My neck

I want my tombstone to glow
Want it to say something
Like he had to go

I can't tell you why
I want to die
But you know
I'll miss all of you when I go
But what would people say if They know
That I picked out my own Tombstone
Tombstone
Tombstone