Clarity put aside
Sparks ignite my angst, rising from inside
Thoughts led astray
Gathering strength to work my mind before it goes away!
Deep staring right into my eyes
Extinguished all the hope I once built inside
New fears to defile my soul
Why can't I hold on? I'll always lose control!
The cycle starts again
Every thought I'm having culminates in pain
I never feel at home
So surrounded, yet I've never felt so alone
Deep staring right into my eyes
Extinguished all the hope I once built inside
New fears to defile my soul
Why can't I hold on? I'll always lose control!
Forcing my brain to shut down
Why can't I fix myself?
Twisting and turning in my mind
I am my worst enemy
Worst enemy!
Deep staring right into my eyes
Replenished all the hope that once have been denied
No fear to corrode my soul
Now I can hold on, I'll never lose control!