Dereck Scott - SAVETHEHOOD INTERLUDE Lyrics

I been out here grievin', I been out here weavin
Duck and dodgin' these temporary demons Anxiety increasin', consequence of confidence
In the deep end I'm drownin' out, I'm downin' out
I'm soundin' out, look, can't you hear me weepin'
Truth is, look, I been on the defense Boxin' out my strength, shit closin' in
My weakness And writin' thesis, will I get back out
Doors Or double back and relapse and just repeat
This Overthinkin', I can feel it seepin
Go for broke or overdose on underwhelmin' Hope I justify my reasons, look
I been so impatient, I been so complacent With no complacency, I been runnin' pacin
Never been amazin' Burnout, blind ambition, and constant missions
Probably cook the apron The mind is a dangerous place for a genius
To stay in A comfortable place for you to decay in
But I been out here focus, focus bein' still The kid ain't talkin', Shaquille O'Neal
The silence is scary, but is this how the real world feels
It's been a while since my face hit the pillow and the pillow chilled
It's been a while since I compared my life to a filter life through a windowsill
I been know to Xen more, who did I present for
Impress who the best, you befriend dementors icons tend to send more, on my life, shit
I'm tryin' not to resent more, I been present more
I been testin' shit, learnin' less is more nigga
Yeah hold on