Derek Nowak - Dear Melissa, Lyrics

I'm writing this because I know you listen and understand
And I realize that you will never forgive me but i promise
I'm a better man now and I wish you were here to see that

I would never forgive myself for what they've done to me
But I can't change the past
The scars on my arms are starting to heal, that's good
I guess. and I'm thinking a lot more clear. I'm sorry

God I'm sorry I pray for you every night
And I know you would be happier up there then down here with me
I feel like there's so much light in you now that the dark is just a forgotten memory
That's a good thing. If I can turn back time I really would

These houses are all the same but only one house will feel like home
Right now in my life, I'm just trying to make the best with what I got
Trust me. I'm doing a little bit better everyday. Rest in peace