Derelict Sun - Lock Me Out Lyrics

I'm numb to the sun and my own voice
I'm too distracted to make my own choice
A wonder, promised by blinking lights
A hole for one, two or ten more nights

Please, lock me out before i give in
Please, save me from me and my sin
Play with the spiral that's out of control
That breaks me and makes me whole

Went to a friend who promised me to write a check
But i only found a letter and a rope around his neck
Distant memories revolve around my kids and wife
Never had time for any of them, but i guess that's life

Please, lock me out before i give in
Please, save me from me and my sin
Play with the spiral that's out of control
That breaks me and makes me whole

But one day, i will make it all up
If i just could give it up