All the mistakes I made
Is making me grow up
Being mature for my age
And giving no f*cks
What anyone has to say
Cause that brings more stuff
So I ignore the negativity
And show love
As I'm sipping a cup of iced tea
I watch the news and see
What the world might be
Baffled with politics
No one wants to try me
Can't believe I found people
Who are just like me
My mom told me
You know what you know
What you know
Being school smart
Book smart
Know the street codes
No, I'm not gang affiliated
In the bronx
I want to be appreciated
And hear the response
C-4's, my nigga
It's clear that I drop bombs
Can't be too friendly anymore
Don't take my
Kindness for weakness
Because I'm poor
For sure, I will
Always have to
Be with the lord
For me to be sane
Rip through the
Chapters of this course
I'm contemplating
In my room, pacing
Scrolling through social media
Finding and chasing
Bad ass women
And not concentrating
On myself
I swear to god
It's frustrating
But I keep it pushing
That's what I have to do
I'm a solider but I'm
Way pass from a troop
Surviving through the trials and
Last through the truth
Nigga