Derrick John - isn't it Lyrics

I've got the stockings and the boxes in the back of my room
Got the fossils and the parcels so it might go boom
Started tossing out the clocks, now I'm back in tune
Always walked how I talk, why should I hide my truth
Life got hectic, this is epic
Put my blood, sweat, and tears in went septic
So now I'm shooting in the gym till it's perfected
I am a man born of sin, self-acceptance
Success is the best flex on all of my exes
I confess when I left, it would end in messes
I read the signs, and got the message
But I was blind, and prone to deafness

I went up and away, I know it's been a minute
I got lost to find my way, sure glad I did it
Pain is existence, but I'm on a mission
I have learned from my mistakes, it is what it is, isn't it

I'm going way up, but if you call when you fall
I'll help you stay up, too late to change up
Call my name anytime, anyplace, any night, any day, if you like
It's always love and light

I'm going way up, but if you call when you fall
I'll help you stay up, too late to change up
Call my name anytime, anyplace, any night, any day, if you like
It's always love and light

Hop in the car, give me the keys
Head to the stars, I wanna see
Get what I need, then I'ma leave
Open my heart, now I can see
I'm in the dark, living the dream
Playing the part, hitting the scene
I will not starve, I'm gonna eat
Know that I'm flawed, beautifully
Down for the cause, whatever that means
Tell you what's wrong, spilling the beans
Cleaning my energy, rinse and repeat
I am the Everest, I am the peak Adam and Eve, anima animus
There is a balance to everything

I went up and away, I know it's been a minute
I got lost to find my way, sure glad I did it
Pain is existence, but I'm on a mission
I have learned from my mistakes, it is what it is, isn't it

I'm going way up, but if you call when you fall
I'll help you stay up, too late to change up
Call my name anytime, anyplace, any night, any day, if you like
It's always love and light

I'm going way up, but if you call when you fall
I'll help you stay up, too late to change up
Call my name anytime, anyplace, any night, any day, if you like
It's always love and light

Timeline shifted, now I'm gone with the wind lifted
Strictly business, you can catch me chillin' at the finish