Derrick Royce - Solow Lyrics

My Face hit the floor
I been seeing stars
World so small
We all tryna live large
Helping you heal
Deepen my scars
Tryna show you I'm strong
Weakens my heart
I never felt so low so low so low
I ain't never been so low so low so low
Never say a word
Screaming out for help
In this cold world
You make my heart melt
Show me how heaven feel
Let me see hell
In this crowded room
I'm all by myself
I feel like I'm solo solo solo
And ima leave solo solo solo
Feel like I should keep going
How could I stop
All that I lost
How could I not
This baggage I carry
All this weight that I got
Tryna take us to the top
Might be the reason we drop
I don't wanna be so low so low so low
I ain't tryna be so low so low so low
Why I feel so much pressure?
It's all mine to hold
Just me being selfish
I'm good at I'm told
If I could I'd give it all back
Everything I owe
Wanna give my son the world
More then everything I own
I'd rather sell my word
Then to have to sell my soul
I'm In between a Dream
And a family in the road
Tryna do for everybody
Make me feel like I'm alone
Said this shit a thousand times
But it's like nobody knows I spoke
Am I insecure?
Depressed I don't know
It's a gift and curse, to hold the stress and the hope
Everything's a blur, it's a mess all my own
Been Tryna get some words off my chest but I choke
So I think it's best that I left it where I wrote
So little effort from us all
But we quick to do the most
We all wanna smell our flowers
Till we bleed by the rose
Make our own beds
Waking up still cold
Been taking my time
Will you ever give it back
Tryna make you understand
Knock me on my ass
How long can it last ye
When the smoke clears
I still have one rolled
Chasing these clouds
I wanna go where they go
Go where they go
Cause I don't wanna be so low so low so low
I can't ever be so low so low so low