DERRICK.WRLD - OBLIVION Lyrics

Mama said, boy, you best get up out your feelings
That ain't how I raised you or how you should be livin
How you supposed to be a role model for your children
You gotta get up out your head so you can make a killin

Different from the others, you not no regular civilian
Made a unique brand image so you one in a million
Laugh at my pain until I can finally go to oblivion
Laugh at my pain until I can finally f*ckin' see again

I don't know the difference between the fake and genuine love
Feel like to stay livin', that's somethin' I had to get rid of
Know I'm gettin' watched by all my beautiful angels above
Whenever I see a problem I can't solve, I get up and run

Just wanna be proud of somethin' I can be a part of
Maybe, my story ends when that one push turns into shove
Laugh at my pain until I can finally go to oblivion
Laugh at my pain until I can finally f*ckin' feel again

Your uncle died, your daddy died, and not for natural causes
Your dream girl left, she got addicted, how can I recover from this
Your mother cried, your siblings cried, been through so many losses
Unwanted guest some crimes committed, I just wanna forget all this

I done seen tragedies on about 12 different streets
Prayin' to God that I don't make it up to number 13
I'm just wantin' peace, I guess I'm somewhere in between
I don't even wish on enemies, that's love that I've seen