Derson - OLD PHOTOS (feat. Azale) Lyrics

I look through our old photos
Oh, how I've changed since then
Some changes I regret
Some memories I miss
I just want to hold you
I don't wanna pretend, that you are in my arms
Every time I lay in bed
I was tryna' be the "better man"
I just can not get over it
Can't believe I'm falling for you again, and the pit is bottomless
Breakups always mess up my head
No matter what, you turn me into a mess
So stressed, I wish life would end
You're so hard to defend
Who am I to let you hurt me?
Who said that you deserve me?
Swear to God, I'm always working, and I'm always so damn tired
I look through our old photos
Oh, how I've changed since then
Some changes I regret
Some memories I miss
I just want to hold you
I don't wanna pretend, that you are in my arms
Every time I lay in bed
Every time I lay in bed and I'm awake, looking through that we used to just create
Used to laugh at the jokes that we always would make for each other (Ah)
'Times I feel so clueless, I don't know what I should think
Feel like I was on the edge, like I was on the brink
Feel like I was on a ship, that's always gonna sink
I hate myself and these decisions (Oh)
I know you hate it when I'm talking bad 'bout myself, but I need help
And everyday, I'm trying to change
My mind so f*cked up, I just can't
Don't know where I need to go, but with you is where I'm 'gon stay
Run with me, let us leave and keep our peace
I look through our old photos
Oh, how I've changed since then
Some changes I regret
Some memories I miss
I just want to hold you
I don't wanna pretend, that you are in my arms
Every time I lay in bed