Youngin' on bellm Video (MV)

Where I'm from, gotta grow up early, Letting go of trauma, I did that shit, early, yeah
Everybody around me so careless, I was 13 when I finally stopped caring, yeah
Everybody around me so selfish, I'm just being myself, why everyone jealous
They ain't really, live it like they tell it, so I ain't,
Buying what they selling
Never put their money where their mouth is, I was youngin' on Bellm
Tryna flip a nickel in Snell, me, I've been well
Getting loot, if you can't tell, going hard, no, I can't fail
Ghosts in the hood, they dead, whole lotta heart, you ain't got no head, yeah
Hole in my heart in my chest, ever since my cousin and my grandma passed, yeah
But I still gotta hold my head, cause grandma would've said, boy, you blessed
And I still gotta stack these checks, f*ck all the money, this shit's bout respect
Cause that's just the world we live, I was young, tryna find an exit
Just me and the whole world against me, hate me because I'm young and I'm Mexican
Hate me because I'm a thug and I'm getting it Hate me or love me
Damn straight you respecting me, yeah, hate me because I'm intelligent
Hate me because you ain't relevant, hate me for living and telling it
Hate me for bagging and flipping it, type of opportunities were gave to me
Trials and tribulations ain't new to me, everything I did back then
I thought I was supposed to be doing it, what do you do when you're alone
And you don't know where you're going, nowhere to go
Where do you call home and what makes it that to you
I just wanna know, I have pain, I'm tryna let go, is it okay
If I give some of it to you, is it okay
If I give some of it to you, where I'm from, gotta grow up early
Letting go of trauma, I did that shit barely, yeah
Everybody around me so careless, I was 13 when I finally stopped caring, yeah
Everybody around me so selfish, I'm just being myself
Why everyone jealous, they ain't really live it like they tell it
So I ain't really buying what they selling
Never put their money where their mouth is, I was just a youngin' on Bellm
Tryna flip a nickel in Snell, me, I've been well
Getting loot if you can't tell, going hard, no I can't fail
Ghosts in the hood, they dead, whole lot of heart, you ain't got no head, yeah
Hole in my heart my chest, ever since my cousin, my grandma passed
Yeah, but I still gotta hold my head, cause grandma would've said
Boy, you blessed, and I still gotta stack these checks
F*ck all the money, this shit's bout respect, cause that's just the world we live
I was young, tryna find an exit, just me and the whole world against me
Hate me, because I'm young and I'm Mexican