Des The Mess - i'm fine Lyrics

Talk to my walls on a casual Friday night
If these walls could talk
They'd say I'm a crazy stupid liar
It's not personal anyways the things I end up saying
Repeat themselves over again
Wake in the morning catch the early train
Come back to the place that I'm living in
I can't even tell when the week ends and the next one begins
Pour me another drink
I don't wanna feel anymore
Nights like these I just wanna lie on my kitchen floor
Forget about everything that's in my brain
I just wanna scream
What the hell am I gonna do now
But if you ask me how I was getting on
I'd say I'm fine
Take the long way home cause I don't know what to do with my time
Fill my crosswords wrong cause I already know what's right
Smear some lipstick on pretend I have a party tonight
Cause if I don't lord knows what I'll do instead
Wake up in the morning and just do this again
Everyone has moved on while I'm still moving in
I can't even tell when the week ends and the next one begins
Pour me another drink
I don't wanna feel anymore
Nights like these I just wanna lie on my kitchen floor
Forget about everything that's in my brain
I just wanna scream
What the hell am I gonna do now
But if you ask me how I was getting on
I'd say I'm fine
Binge ten shows
Buy new clothes
Fall in love with a boy who doesn't know I exist
Just so I can forget my reality a little bit
Ohh
Pour me another drink
I don't wanna feel anymore
Nights like these I just wanna lie on my kitchen floor
Forget about everything that's in my brain
I just wanna scream
What the hell am I gonna do now
But if you ask me how I was getting on
I'd say I'm fine