Thinking bout life everyday
It's got me f*cked up
Brains gonna turn into clay
But double the cup
Gonna make life better soon
Before I die
Thinking bout you in the noon
Making sure I don't cry
I don't wanna make my life as bad as it is
But I'm gonna keep going if I stay like this
Drinking most nights can barely see my light
I can't keep up with people that I have in my sight
My minds thinking like I'm gonna die young boy
Cant believe this bitch played me like a toy
But I gotta girl in my thoughts everyday
But I hope she sees me in the same way
Giving her gifts and giving the love that she needs
But damn I really wish that was me
Making sure everything is fine with her
Cus if I don't I'll make myself my own killer
Thinking bout life everyday
It's got me f*cked up
Brains gonna turn into clay
But double the cup
Gonna make life better soon
Before I die
Thinking bout you in the noon
Making sure I don't cry
Living life in the mind of a teenager
With open hearts there always gonna be in danger
I'm in a big boys body in a very big world
But hey, it doesn't really scare me if i'm with my girl
Every time i walk by her i get shaky
My heart all racy and my brain goin crazy
But I really see myself going down hill
Doing all this shit and sayin it's all chill
I might die in couple of days
So I gotta live my life the way that say
Drinking up, takin a hits all the regular shit
Losing my mind So gotta commit
To all the goals in my life
Gotta keep living so I can live up to the hype
Keep my fam and friends in the highlight
But myself and my brain are sayin goodnight