I bathe in my own self loathing
I long to be someone else
I put my body through the hell my heart's been through
I don't need your love
I don't need your sympathy
How can I be myself when I hate everything that I am
To welcome death like it was an old friend
Was like bringing my life to it's own end
I gave you my other half when you were broken in two
You fixed yourself and stranded me in the past we pursued
You tortured my mind and twisted me to the image you craved
I'll never be the same
Just to leave me to die on the road we paved
So tell me, where the f*ck were you when I needed you most you f*cking bitch
No where to be found
No where to be found