De'shaun - Closer to You (feat. LamyahCamille) Lyrics

And this may be above me
But there isn't anything above you

I won't change for nobody it's evident
I can only be me, I'm too excellent
And I'm to wild to be elegant
I'm angry if you take me out my zone, that's my element
Heart big like an elephant
But if you take me down I just respawn to development
I'm done with the embarrassment
I am not your experiment
I'm too intelligent to be a scary kid
But I can be broken
I can be in pain
And even when I'm not open
I always go insane
Whether you see it or you don't
Just know I'm tryna restrain
Cause even when I'm screaming no
They tryna mess with my brain
My dreams get crazy
Everybody always told me I can't
They must be lazy
Sometimes words just made me wanna recant
"My God Rocks"
I'm hiding my frown behind a chant
Cause maybe if I smile wide or hold somebody's hand
Then I'll be happy as the man I am
Hopefully it's fine and dandy like it's sposed' to be
And my feelings going wild nobody knows it's me
Why can't nobody notice me?
Because to spill it out is frowned upon
Better off hopeless cause the world is soulless
This is atrocious I can't stay focused
Life moving slowest, maybe that's a bonus
I gotta split these waters but I'm not no Moses
The optimism I had is becoming bogus
Put a smile on my face, act like it's all roses
Until you pull the camera down, it's no longer poses
Even though I'm winning, always feel like a loser
But do I gotta adjust? maybe this is my future
Tryna find God's plan, I wish I knew sooner
Whatever it is, Man I just pray that it's super
Cause when you're going up it's always that one shooter

And this may be above me
But there isn't anything above you
I just wanna be free of me
So I can get to be closer to you

I don't know where you're sending me
But I pray that this isn't my ending please
God I love you for everything you do
God I pray, God I pray I can get closer to you
I wanna live for you all my life
I'm gonna serve you long as I'm alive
And there is nothing that I wouldn't do
To follow my love and get closer to you

And this may be above me
But there isn't anything above you
I just wanna be free of me
So I can get to be closer to you