Deshaun Jeremiah - Last Cry (feat. argelis) Lyrics

If I fall
Or if I stand
God you rise
There is purpose in your plan
You were never one to look at me and see me for the times I fall
But I was never one who thought I deserved to be seen at all
Know I'm called for greater, can't imagine what you see me for
I call on you for guidance, your plan for me or nothing at all
I'm done with tryna fight it on my own, I cannot take no more
I need you Lord, I cannot hold the weight of my mistakes no more
Things need to break
Break these chains, open my gates
I no longer wanna spend my days worried whether life will go my way
I was always one to say "I got it, ain't too much for me"
I was one to put a front, poker face was enough for me
While I'm faking positivity feeling my heart collapse
Realizing I'm living lies, I don't got the heart for that
I'm done with empty smiles,
And fighting tears just for the world to be
Good with me, I want to be real,
I want to look at me and see a dude who's made in your image
No more hurt God I want to be finished,
This is my last cry
No matter
If I fall
If I stand
(God you rise)
God you rise
There is purpose in your plan
(Cause no matter)
If I fall
(Don't matter)
If I stand
(God you rise)
God you rise
There is purpose in your plan
And I can see where it comes from
I don't see me how you see me, you prioritize me
You love me endlessly,
Lonely ain't normal in your eyes
It's hard for me to understand cause I can't see myself as man
Worth other's time without being a selfish man
I been down so much I think I gotta learn to stand
I don't see how laying heavy leads me in your purpose and
If I learn to walk, at least I'm moving,
I'm not worthless
I am called, I am chosen, I am ready, at your service
No more shame, I'm declaring it gone in God's name
I wanna see me how you do,
No other view can be the same
I can make it, know your promise is more than I see
This my last cry, I'm here for who you called me to be
I know you made me in your image, I am finished
This is ended tonight, my last tears will be tears of might
I know the enemy's coming, he won't touch my light
Cause I serve a God who can't lose,
We win every fight
No matter
If I fall
(No matter)
If I stand
(God you rise)
God you rise
There is purpose in your plan
(Cause no matter)
If I fall
(Don't matter)
If I stand
(God you rise)
God you rise
There is purpose in your plan