Deception won't haul me down
A whisper breaks in a crowded room
F*ck your selfishness and f*ck your thoughts
F*ck everyone who thinks that I'm done
I drown my words and choke with promises
My faults are weighing down on my neck
I'm screaming my lungs, spitting my blood
I'm braving on my own this incoming flood
I can feel the wind erase my past
This paranoia won't easily last
Clench your fists, look at the clouds
Rain will wash away my tears
Deception won't haul me down
A whisper breaks in a crowded room
Countless times I've tried to let this go
I lost my grasp on what I used to call home
I am not undone, I am not alright
Deception won't haul me down
A whisper breaks in a crowded room
F*ck your selfishness and f*ck your thoughts
F*ck everyone who thinks that I'm done
My glasshouse can barely stand
How many times do I have to mend?
So sick of pretending that everything's fine
So sick of blurring my own sight
I can feel the wind erase my past
This paranoia won't easily last
Clench your fists, look at the clouds
Rain will wash away my tears
Countless times I've tried to let this go
I lost my grasp on what I used to call home
I am not undone, I am not alright
Deception won't haul me down