Desk Job. - I Wanna Be Sad Lyrics

I've been taking advantage of things I have
And the people who care like I wanna be sad
Barely able to manage it's out of my hands
And there's no other way
Why does it always feel like
I'm at the end of my life
And I haven't got a thing to show for it?
How can I keep my head straight?
When even I can't explain the way
I feel to myself or anyone
I'd love to compare it to
The way you used to feel
To wake up without a clue
What's gotten into me
I've been taking advantage of things I have
And the people who care like I wanna be sad
Barely able to manage it's out of my hands
And there's no other way feels like I wanna be sad
This feeling's over bearing
I hate the skin I'm wearing
And I haven't done a damn thing about it
Been trying to feel better
For what seems like forever
And I can't get close to myself
Or anyone
I'd love to compare it to
Some way you used to feel
But I hope you never go through
What's gotten into me
I've been taking advantage of things I have
And the people who care like I wanna be sad
Barely able to manage it's out of my hands
And there's no other way feels like I wanna be sad
Coming through empty handed, hope you understand
I've tried everything feels like I wanna be sad
Keep on taking advantage and making demands
Cause there's no other way because I wanna be sad
Yeah there's no other way feels like I wanna be sad