Desk Job. - Old School Blues Lyrics

I should've been doing pushups since I turned 19
I shouldn't have called it normal to wish for self defeat
I guess I could've tried a bit harder along the way
And took some of the chances I no longer have today
I could've met some new people or anybody else
Listen to what they're saying instead of talking about myself
Opened up my mind so I might be compelled
To listen to what they're saying instead of talking about myself
I'm just talking about myself
I hope that one day I will finally see
Maybe a little more than two feet in front of me
Maybe one day
I hope that someday I will let go
Of this angry head about to explode
One day, someday soon
I'll let go of these old school blues
I hope that no one asks about the books I never read
Lessons and perspectives could've helped me clear my head
Took the place of fear that I let right inside
Starting punching holes in drywall and telling 'em I was fine
And they told me I'd be fine
I hope that one day I will finally see
Maybe a little more than two feet in front of me
Maybe one day
I hope that someday I will let go
Of this angry head about to explode
One day, someday soon
I'll let go of these old school blues