Desk Job. - She's Gone Lyrics

I awoke with a head that's splitting
I awoke with shame
I awoke to the realization
I barely knew my own name
Taking longer than normal
To look myself in the mirror
You're such an asshole
No wonder she's not here
I awoke with an aching fever
I awoke in pain
In a scene of total wreckage
And I barely knew my own name
Find it harder than normal
To get my feet on the ground
I'm such an asshole
No wonder she's not around
Cause I told her off
When I thought I was being strong
Far past when I could see
All the things I was doing wrong
It's over she's moving on
I'm such an asshole
No wonder she's gone
I awoke from a dream
Thinking I might see your face
But when I opened my eyes
I was alone here at my place
Find it harder than normal
To wrap my head around
That fact that I'm an asshole
No wonder you skipped town
Cause I told her off
When I thought I was being strong
Far past when I could see
All the things I was doing wrong
It's over she's moving on
I'm such an asshole
Gone so wrong
I'm such an asshole
I knew it all along
I'm such an asshole
No wonder you're gone