Despite Me - Buried Lyrics

Put all my pain in a photograph
Pull up the lies you said when I was younger
I can't believe all the things you did
If I was wise and just a bit older
I would count my blessings everyday
Look to God to bring that rain again
Tell myself it'll be okay
Lift my soul from the pit
I need it right now
This life
Needs to be buried
Cause this world
Is too heavy
I can't go
Another day with
My heart
In this position
Give me a reason to start again
I need a sign to wake up this morning
I know it wont always be like this
But i cannot see the forest through the trees
This life
Needs to be buried
Cause this world
Is too heavy
I can't go
Another day with
My heart in this position
This life
Needs to be carried
I know my strength has been failing
I can't go
Through this life with
My heart
In this position
It's getting hard to believe when I cannot see
I lost my friends that I would've called family
I'll lick my wounds as I vie for eternity
Is anyone out there
Is it only me
It's getting hard to believe when I cannot see
I lost the only ones I would've called family
I lick my wounds as I vie for eternity
Is anyone out there
Is anyone out there
All my life I knew something was there
Calling me just a little bit further
I tried to swim without any care
But nothing ever changes without you here
All my life I knew something was there
Calling me just a little bit further
I tried to swim without any care
But nothing ever changes without you here