Destroythatwall - I Miss You Lyrics

I find myself wasting so much damn time
On these faces in my mind
I wish that I could just rewind
But that would never change it at all

You were only one who cared
You were the girl I hit up when I'm scared
I'll never get any of that back
F*ck I wish I could have you back

When you said you didn't like me that way
Half of me had died that day
I never got to bury that part
Now I still struggle carrying decay

If I had you back better bet I would bless you
You're a star in my eyes but you shine like the sun too
Whenever Im sad you give me someone to talk to
I just hope that you remember

All the love in my eyes
You laid your head on my thighs
While hiding in my disguise
You're beauty my demise

I just wish you really meant it when you told me that you loved me
I know you hate what I've become you're longing for the old me
Texting me are you okay when im down yeah you know me
But truth is I hate every day of life unless you hold me

I miss you laying in my bed at night
Playing with my Christmas lights
Making everything alright

I miss you
Kissing my neck in the morning
Keeping me from ever hurting
Stop my mind from self destructing

I miss you
Sunshine turns your brown hair golden
I just wish you weren't heartbroken

I just wish you really meant it when you told me that you loved me
I know you hate what I've become you're longing for the old me
Texting me are you okay when im down yeah you know me
But truth is I hate every day of life unless you hold me

I miss you
Kissing my neck in the morning
Keeping me from ever hurting
Stop my mind from self destructing

I miss you