DE$t1KXLVZ - Can't Deal With It (feat. LXXIV) Lyrics

Destin, LX, in this bitch
The pain won't go away
That shit surges through my veins
Wake up, and I feel the same
I think that I'm going insane, now
Everyday wake up, and I feel ashamed
Can't deal with this shit, when the f*ck will I change?
This shit is on loop, but who am I to blame?
Still stuck in a maze, I cannot escape
I think I'd rather die
Don't know if I'll survive
Watch the time pass by
Then I'll finally decide
I can't do this shit, no more
Have no time for all these whores
Wake up dead, on the f*cking floor
Yeah, I'm posted with WHITECXFFIN, and LX
Got too much weight on my chest
Hence why I don't feel the best
My life is always a f*cking mess
Anxious, always feeling stressed
Depression makes me feel upset
Too many voices in my head now
This pain won't stop, I'm trapped in a curse
Recollect the suffering, then watch it get worse
Can't deal with this shit, just put me in inside of a hearse
I was climbing to the top, but then I fell
Don't love no hoe, only love myself
With these dark thoughts, I must rebel
Bout to merc shit with LX, we finna cause hell
I can't deal with this shit, no
I can't deal with this pain, no
I can't deal with this
I can't deal with it
I can't deal with this pain, no
I cant deal with none of that
You see the scars all on my back?
Way too many fake friends, I don't know what's next
Just dropped a band on myself, f*ck it, ion need no one else
I was jus' pouring up lean inside of the crib, I know that It's bad for my heath
I was just putting in work
I been gettin' it done, with the cards was dealt
Go and look at the hundreds spread on my shelf
I got to many hunnies, they on my belt, yeah
I see all these people around me, but bitch I still get high alone
My anxiety is surrounding, I can't tell a right from a wrong
I don't wanna know, what we doing next?
We gon' do some drugs, 'till ya heart beat outcha chest?
Bitch I must confess, I might not be alive tomorrow
So lets make the best of tonight