dethcrush - manson Lyrics

You have always been there, in the back of my mind
But it seems like lately you don't want to hide
Pollute me, consume me
I think I'm loosing it maybe its already gone, did I ever have it
What the hell is going on, when and where did I loose control
This can't happen to me I ain't got no soul
But I let them in, and now they took over
They control my mind whether I'm drunk or sober
That's why I'm better off on my own
With these f*cking demons I'm never alone
They're always around, haunt me day and night
Been there forever, never had a normal life
And if they ever left you bet I'd miss them
Without my crew who the f*ck would listen
Left my friends at home, and I ain't got no misses
Can't feel love, this is strictly business
Is he schizophrenic, Nah just pessimistic
He's kinda f*cked in the head, I heard he's sadistic
Self inflicted pain, they say it's OK
If I cant feel anything else it'l keep me sane
Just a little bite, just one more taste
Your still a kid you have your whole life to waste