DETHRXNER - Take Nx Loss Lyrics

I been through hell and then back
All my demons got my back
U say u are strong but that's cap
Mental, cray

I've been so nice for so long
I shut my mouth and the held on
Crossing the line u won't live
Smile and wave

Imma stay so calm u think im on xanax
Its u who do that shit, and i don't, so u panic
U think im dead inside, but i just suppress it
Might be a better way, but i have yet to see it

U gon pretend
Til the end
That ur life makes sense
U gon pretend
Til the end
That u make a change
U gon pretend
Til the end
That ur life makes sense
You're the fuel
That i need
Until the end

U keep pretending
That ur life makes sense
But u're an npc
So stop playing shit

Life's what u make of it
But u haven't done shit

Sorrow represent
Lifesick dethrxner
What the f*ck u gonna do?
The real deal is bringing back the torment
And keep u bent till u split in two
Cause u can only push this shit so far
U motherf*ckers don't know what u are
I got u all in a chokehold
U got me here just to raise the bar
I'll show my battle scars
Make ur blood run cold

I keep walking, while u keep on talking
You're no disturbance, cause ur voice is static
I keep grinding, yeah, keep going at it
U keep whining, oh so dramatic

Dissatisfied
But u changing nothing
U say u aint hatin
But i know u bluffin'
U turn the spotlight off
But i keep shining
Step up
I only see u running

Step up
I have not given up
I'll take no loss
step it up

U gon pretend
Til the end
That ur life makes sense
U gon pretend
Til the end
That u make a change
U gon pretend
Til the end
That ur life makes sense
You're the fuel
That i need
Until the end