Deviant Nature - Rest in Peace Lyrics

I'm lost in a corn maze, save that problem
For a different day, known to occasionally
Like to mix a drink, but rather drink it straight
An alcoholic living great, mom feels differently
She always say "I got options and bitches"
Trying get with me, should probably drop my nasty habits
And pick a trade, but riding beats 'll get me paid
Till I'm driving range, in every state
If I ever make it out this place, mom and pop's
Coming 'long, they the only folks who feel like home
Coming up alone just how my brain's been trained
Many fiends did my dirty now I'm so unclean
Brian washed by the imagery, filthy hands
Gliding and tracing on top of she, such a shame
Makes my stomach weak, we weren't compatible
No such thing as happy ever afters, after all

Someone rescue me, might need a rescue team
To save what's left of me, destiny ending things
No chemistry so we never reached ecstasy
Guess rest in peace to the kid I use to be
Someone rescue me, might need a rescue team
To save what's left of me, destiny ending things
No chemistry so we never reached ecstasy
Guess rest in peace to the kid I use to be

Always dreamed of a bigger house, for my spouse
Guess life took a different route
Blood shot eyes and liquor bottles, stacking high
On the fridge 'fore I take em out
Some may say I got an issue, I just miss you
Wish you stayed another hour, another song
Another drive, miss the the times, we'd get along
Circus place was first date, first kiss
Was on the steps of your grandmammys house
Wish I could take it back, but know I cant
Tho you know I wish I could , wanna be that guy
But you took all I had now there's nothing left
Pretty wild to see the life we wanted to build in another man
Guess I never stood a chance
But here is am, with you till the end
And if it never works which it never will, I'll be a friend