crying on your futon Video (MV)

One in the morning
A vocal recording
A begging, a pleading
I knew you were leaving
I waited for hours
I let it devour me
Cowardice, blasphemous
Still got you out of here

You only exist inside my head
In my head, in my head
In my motherf*cking
Numbskull
My witness of how we lost it all
I watched it crumble from afar

Powerless
I let you run into the dangerous
Plagued on wind
I didn't want your f*cking shot to miss
Reminisce
On nights where I still feel your kiss
It's blissful, I miss it
I miss you, I'd visit

I'm stuck here
Crying on your futon
I'm filled with fear
That you might actually move on
It's cold, my dear
This broke me to make me whole
But now I'm a man that you'll never know