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I feel a split within myself
I don't wanna break
Tell me everything that you know
Need an antidote, craving
Perfection, that lie
Heart and soul realign
What can I take from him?
Coz I'm suffering, he's killing me slowly
Split design, no compromise
For that wretched soul
With rotted eyes
Plotting from the inside
Praying for my demise
It's so f*cking exhausting
And you're god damn right, it'll cost me
I'll kill this f*cker one last time
To bring myself to realign
I could jump from the highest point
Or sink from the lowest
Dead as far you know
Can't let my heart remain broken
Can't numb the pain, I can't deny it
I could fly at my highest point
Or drown at my lowest
Dead as far you know
Can't let my heart remain broken
Can't numb the pain, I can't deny it
You know, you know
You know I break
I break for peace
For change, for anything
You know, you know
I'd break my heart for you
My embodiment of trauma
He's no longer a separate entity
Depersonalize me
The good man I love can't die
For anyone
Shattered glass
Reflected of a broken man
Too afraid to tally up the images
I'll kill this f*cker one last time
To bring myself to realign
I could jump from the highest point
Sink from the lowest
Dead as far you know
Can't let my heart remain broken
Can't numb the pain, I can't deny it
I could fly at my highest point
Drown at my lowest
Dead as far as you know
Do I play with the cards I've been dealt?
The world ain't as cruel as it seems
I'll realign, learn to love me
Learn to love me
Learn to love
Again