Devin Santi - Cherry Picking Lyrics

Dig your nails inside my heart
I find myself intoxicated cause
There's no one else who makes me want to lose control like you

I piece together thoughts
And try to make a sense of words
But I'm a lost cause, an introvert with average looks
A paragon of holding on reasons that I won't excuse

Will something inside of me say
It's better if you stand in place
With no risk of a cut?

I'm selfish and I'm insecure
I drain myself of what I'm worth
I make it easy to give up

I want to see things as a calculation
No regard of feelings
Give a vacation to my heart I'm thinking
So I can save you from a suffering you'd choose

When I don't know how things play out
I lose sight in scenarios of possibilities
I can't control impulse thoughts
That want to drag me down into a web of solitude

Will something inside of me say?
You have nothing else to give away
You put to much on upfront

I'm selfish and I'm insecure
I've drained myself of what I'm worth
I don't know if I'm good enough

Will something inside of me say
It's better if you stand in place
With no risk of a cut?

I'm selfish and I'm insecure
I drain myself of what I'm worth
I make it easy to give up