See Myself Lose Video (MV)

You throw me a line when I'm drowning
You tell me we're fine but I'm doubting
I pick apart every word never letting go
And I wonder why, after all I've lost control

It's not your fault
I'll never be satisfied with you
I'd rather hear lies than believe the truth
So just run
I'm better off alone
But I won't let go cause I'm selfish
And I wanna see myself lose
It's fun

I give you reason to ignore me
And I'm always on the edge of destroying
Yet you have done everything just to bring me home
But I think it'd be easier just to let me go

It's not your fault
I'll never be satisfied with you
I'd rather hear lies than believe the truth
So just run
I'm better off alone
But I won't let go cause I'm selfish
And I wanna see myself lose
It's fun

I contradict myself at convenient times
I say I've made mistakes, but never make them right
You want the truth, but I've never tried
I say I wanna change my ways, but without a fight

I'll never be satisfied with you
I'd rather hear lies than believe the truth

I'm better off alone
But I won't let go cause I'm selfish
And I wanna see myself lose
It's fun

(It's not your fault) I wanna see myself lose