Devon Beck - Untitled Lyrics

I find myself talking to God like.....Why moms, why Nan, when me/ following your lead but that devil shit be tempting/told my therapist I gotta anger issue/ she said I need to cry handed me some tissues/refuse to use mourning as a crutch/I understand that people die no I ain't the only one/ It's hard to see your blessings when your can't stressing/ cause you keep losing people who helped you with your direction/I ain't looking for perfection/ just a couple answers/ when I'm talking to the Sky God? How come you never answer/I'm just trying to talk to you openly/I've done a lot of good/ some days I see no hope in me/ is the end of the rope for me/hard living cause was made in your image thank you for molding me.


I find myself talking to God like.....if they praying on my downfall/ is it up to you to block my blessings/a couple chinx in my armor/ will you still prosper the weapons?/Formed a against me/Right now you can't convince me that I'm good if I'm solid/ you know what happened to Nipsey/Now I'm looking at home strange/ All love really ain't love/I hate to call it hate/See it clear that paranoia can make you weird/prayed you let me show em the way nobody make it here/Years past and here I sit/maybe my main lines down and you ain't hearing it/
Maybe I ain't go hard enough/Maybe my marketing wasn't smart enough/Too many thoughts way deeper than six feet/If stopped sending up prayers would you miss me?


I find myself talking to God like....I probably sound ungrateful/not at all I'm just a man with his plate full/ all this positive corny shit/ maybe I should just be hateful/ But I know that ain't my purpose/ I F*ck up everyday never said I was perfect/ this space that I'm in makes me nervous/ Maybe it's karma/ I swear I don't deserve it/I gave it to you take it off of me/ seems like the load got heavier/ I'm only me/God I'm only me/ I'm only talking to you because I can't breathe