sun friend Video (MV)

And the best advice is given out
On a worn down mattress or the couch
That's twenty years old and stained with wine

And nothing matters quite as much
As how I held your hand, how rough it felt
And I knew that the calluses matched mine

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How to go back to how it was
When I'd never seen sunlight before
Can't close the curtains when they're already torn
Try as I might
Can't hide anymore from the sunlight
Because it haunts me more than the absence of it
I feel more safe in total darkness

You will always be realer than I am
And I am just your breath that fogs up the glass
So you can wipe me off with your t-shirt saying, "sorry"
And I apologize for ever even meeting

You, whose witty revelations
Did nothing for my explanations
About how my worst nightmare became the light

Wake up at the crack of dawn
When no one can tell you to move on
And revel in the silence of the night

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How to go back to how it was
When I'd never seen sunlight before
Can't close the curtains when they're already torn
Try as I might
Can't hide anymore from the sunlight
Because it haunts me more than the absence of it
I feel more safe in total darkness

You will always be realer than I am
And I am just your breath that fogs up the glass
So you can wipe me off with your t-shirt saying, "sorry"
And I apologize for ever even meeting